HOMEY
Today im really at home and at home.Nothing else.This is pure boredome:)..am suppose to study but i didnt,coz im err too complacent.
Anyways i found out that i will get my pay on the 3rd of March, What THE!!!....that is like so long..i need cha ching people so please....
Really no exciting moments in life today.
Peace one love.
Boredome
Today is so plain and dumb.This is study week,i am suppose to study but instead i went to read some JC girl's blog.oh well...i cant be bothered man, relation with people is much of a concern to me..oh well..i wanna study now.I wanna get that bursary of $1200.Oh dang,i reall want that.haha...
Peace one love
Peels
Oh man, i didnt know that the sun burn will peel my skin on my face....haha oh well,now i look weird with blotches of white spots all over:).
Didnt do anything much today except for jogging in the morning and then went to macdonalds to eat breakfast.I know it is wasting of my jogging effort.
I have no idea why the burger is now smaller in size.Everything is turning miniature why why why? GST rise?oh dear...i know we are asians but that doesnt mean our size of bite is smaller.
Talk alot to my online peers.Other than that nothing much.I wish i will start my revision soon.haha..
Peace One Love.
Fish intelligence
Hey lovely people, went fishing at pasir ris today with my daddy. We didnt get anything as we are not prepared like we always do. Guess what i had for the bait?...a lump of dough.haha.much concern if the fish are choosy.
Im not a maniac at fishing, just get down once in a while to cast it out. My grand-dad was a fisherman.Its in my blood baby.haha.so went home empty handed.
Mum and my 3 sister went out to orchard today,so im left at home with dad.
Received several calls from an unknown number which when picked up, gave no response.Oh well.
Received a text message from an innovian, out for movie she is today.
Everyone is having a good day today yea. Perhaps i should stick at home and feed more knowledge into myself for the end-semester exam next week.
So if the fish is clever why not me:)?
Peace one love.
60th
This is my 60th post.haha..
I had a great fun-filled day today.From activities to making friend with an innovian JOGGER.haha. My body has this burning sensation and but its not so bad:)..im darker now!.
Oh yes played soccer with some strangers,eventually we won because they opposition has too much casualties.Just imagine just how some of my team mates did some fighting moves on them. Much like Shaolin Soccer,who knows...oh yes,im not a soccer boy,because i dont play soccer that much and well:).
So yea,i am not sure why i am having shorter post day by day after my "rebirth from hiatus"(scroll down). Maybe its due to the lack of motivation....i just feel sad that no one really read what i pour on into this journal.Its like typing for a never-ending journey alone.
So long..peace one love:)
sick
ran 4.4km today..and i feel so feverish now...cant say much.realy aint comfortable...sorry:(..
Peace one love.
Time wastage
Woke up early because i have school at 11. 2 hours before 11, a text message was received on my phone and it says,"no tutorial for marketing".Oh well,its not really a happy story because i wish to know my coursework grades.
This will also meant that i will only have lessons at 2pm later on. Oh well,so bored today.
I am still in the midst of thinking on going to my old secondary school this friday.After which i will meet my treasured friends:)(you know who you are).
Neways gtg now bye.take care.
P.S:Ama,call soon:).
After cut
Haha,now am in school.Had my haircut just now.It aint thick nemore,thin it loads.anyways i have to rush to class now.sorry yea...
Hmm...i hate the new haircut coz the hair is like so spikey...bleah...tag people..!!
Peace one love.
Dehydrating tongue
This morning i woke up early because i want TO HAVE A HAIRCUT!!...but then,i came too early and the shop is not open yet.So i went to have some prata,and still its not open yet.I cant be bothered so i went home.
On the way i saw my team manager and his daughter.Just said hi and stuff.
I still think that the curry for the prata has too much msg.My tongue is like so dried up.And the prata is like umm.not really cooked well yet...oh well,going out at 10 am to see if the shop is open...really need to cut my hair as it is so messy.Need it by friday:)
Peace one love
Turning the turbine
Finally i am able to find time to work my routine jog out:). However i felt
abit weak due to the lack of jogging for the past few days.I am only able to jog for 3.3km and some sprints.I hope it will get better in the coming days. I even planned to have a try at
macritchie reservoir next week:).
Finally,today i ended one of my last presentation. Next week,the study week will loom. A pretty smooth flowing day i had today. I am happy that i am able to help one of my
colleague to sign up for a course in the polytechnic.I love offering a helping hand.May she get the course of her choice.Finally, I heard from charlene.She is not feeling really well in the mean time.Hope God give her what she deserves:)Peace one love.
appreaciating essence of pain
When the pain comes,a prick made it gushed out.
It really is painful to hear someone experiencing a bad ordeal.
They feel of going on sucide with just a pill.
Many kind of people i have met in life. From those who cried for my pain to those who plot my fall. I got abit touched by one of my peer today. I wish things dont have to end early. From abuses,emotional bite that a person face,life seems derelict to them.
My eyes became abit hot last late afternoon,it feels damped. Eventhough the past was bad,i began to live on with what happen and i manage to see the otherside of my peer. The beauty of friendship is much more than the dirt pain i experience few months back.
Life is fair. If its not fair, people will either be all happy or all sad. Having thoughts said is not enough,the applying of human touch is much more benefitable.
It has been awhile since i treat someone out.I will treat my stick-together peer,i wish it will bring over some chuckles in life. I dont wish to hear any voice of friendship abandonment.
Peace one love.
i kept by my rules.i spill out emotions in general.
A push forward
Normally,it is my norm to post an entry at the end of the day so as to enable me to put in loads of snapshots of the day.However i will be home late tonight due to some classes and if i post an entry late in the night,no one will read it yea.
I am in the computer lab now:).Came to class half and hour late,haha,manage to view some performances of the grammy awards.lol. But its alright because this is the last week of school. On the way to school i have the thought to go for a jog at Macritchie Reservoir next monday morning. I have put on a fair amount of adipose tissue eversince i started work and didnt have time to do my routine workout. I am suppose to train for 5.6km under 18 mins but haha,i guess im way off track now. I hope i get back to my normal form by the time the competition came.
I wanna play some online games now.and do tag people,its my pleasure to see someone visiting my blog. So bored,am in school for like only 2 hours today...no lectures just tutorials.
Peace one love
Rebirth from hiatus
From the glance of the sun ray, i opened my eyes. Im back here dribbling what ever thoughts that i have. I know that i have been long gone from this online community.Before i share what i want,i have set myself certain rules here.
It looks like talking bad about people has been a culture in today's society. What more if you talk about someone on your blog,knowing that they dont like it and stuff. Blog is a public domain. You can say that its your mouth,hand,heart and soul that gives you the right to talk whatever that is of a heartbreak to someone.So if you defend yourself saying you have those rights,so its correct for me to say that if that particular person punch or did anything hurtful to you,they can claim rights by saying its their hand so they have such right.Think about it, when you talk about someone,it is not your right anymore.It belongs to that person.
Blog is also something which people pour out their hearts content out. You bash what you felt into your blog. That is nice of you to be sharing how you felt with someone.
The rule here that i would like to emphasize is, i will try not to jeer or did something to show people's flaw. I hate making people feel embarresed in the eyes of the world.I will try to put on a chuckle or better still a smile on all of you.
Back to my return from the long draught, things went up and down as usual. Isolation after each depressing incident makes me realise that i shouldnt brood on anything that doesnt go with my way.I always have this mentality that i need to make people smile.That is the only way that i can behappy. From my separation with some people whom i treasured my time with, my advice and everything went down to drain. I just inflict the pain on myself with jealousy that i have on a person. But soon i stopped thinking of doing foolish stuff and always remind myself that someother people out there need my help.It prove to be true, i am now currently helping this unfortunate with some threats blowing on.Millions of time i tried to advice to my treasured ones but none to meet any success.I put myself forward because i have helped out in many of this issue where someone gets cheated.Boy cheat girl kinda thing.
In life when you lack the experience of sweetness by someone, you will tend to be in such a believe of the person if he or she did something with an element of surprise.For example a guy suddenly give you a roses,bearing in mind that no one has ever done that to you.You will most definately fall for the person.But do not get sticky with the sweetness.It harms you bad. Millions of breathe of stories heard and told.I wish you all the best my treasured aquaintance.
So now im really back to my happy stage where things are great.Recently i was working at Raffles Hotel for the annual Food,Wine and Arts experience.It is a one week event where the famous culinary,vintner,chocolatier and also a pianist came down to showcase their practise. I felt honoured working in such an event. I gain millions of experience.From conflicts in work,advantage-taking-worker,and so on. Out of all these which happens,i enjoy planting smiles on the guests.It just tickles my heart.Now the event is over,and i would like to thank those who made me feel belonged and my deep apologies for all those whom i may have hurt,because i observed some unconvincible glares pounced upon me.But overall everything is excellent.
I hope that i will continue to journal my life over here and stick to my main principle of honesty.With much love and peace to everyone, I'm Hidayat and im back:).
i woke up in the slice of sun ray,
i wish i could make everyone's day,
embarking on action is important in this play,
it is harder to achieve than just say.
One love.
